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		<title>The FENX and the camera crew:  Behind the Scenes of the &#8220;Facing Life Head On&#8221; interview featuring The FENX Project</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[It was a cold and blustery Sunday morning in late January and I was in a suit, tie, and sweater headed for Capitol Hill.  The FENX provided as much shelter from the frigid wind as it could on the sidewalks of Washington, DC as man and machine prepared to go in front of TV cameras [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=167&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It was a cold and blustery Sunday morning in late January and I was in a suit, tie, and sweater headed for Capitol Hill.  The FENX provided as much shelter from the frigid wind as it could on the sidewalks of Washington, DC as man and machine prepared to go in front of TV cameras to tell the story of The FENX Project, it&#8217;s pilot, and it&#8217;s creator.  I was to meet with the production team of <em>Facing Life Head On</em>, an Emmy award winning show that tackles the abortion issue and along the way tells amazing stories of inspiration and perseverance for the sake of LIFE, endeavoring to show the world that life is sacred and that the practice of abortion does, in fact, deprive the word of wonderful individuals who would have been a joy and blessing to those they would have encountered.  The entire time-line of events leading up to this interview actually taking place was initiated by Olivia Braaten, a friend and fellow Fall 2005 intern with the Heritage Foundation Young Leaders Program, who is a field producer for the television show.</p>
<p>Arriving early, I parked the FENX outside the all-access entrance to the Longworth House Office Building, across from the United States Capitol building. Making my way through the labyrinthine underground tunnel system that connects the three House office buildings, I was headed into the halls of the Rayburn building to the office of my boss, Representative Thaddeus McCotter.  I was anticipating a phone call from Rachel Reeves, the producer of <em>Facing Life Head On</em>, as I plopped down into the chair in my little office known as &#8220;The Batcave&#8221;; a hovel filled with <em>Star Wars</em> novels, historical tomes, and a number of volumes from the <em>Philosophy and Popular Culture </em>series.  Soon, the call came and I retraced my steps back to the entrance in Longworth to meet the crew and escort them through security (there was quite a lot of gear for multiple cameras and monitors).  As we walked back to the office they asked questions about the FENX, how I came to be on Capitol Hill, and what it&#8217;s like for someone with a &#8220;disability&#8221; to be here doing the work I do on various policy issues &#8211; it is an interesting question to ask when you are the only individual you know of with a obvious physical condition like Cerebral Palsy working in Capitol Hill in a congressional office. (Ed: <em>It is a unique spot to be in, often difficult, wherein you&#8217;re blazing a path in hopes that others will follow in your tread</em>).</p>
<p>Upon arrival the production crew began set up all the equipment in the Representative&#8217;s personal office, as that was the prime location to conduct the interview.  Before long one of the camera operators told me they needed to shoot some &#8220;B-roll&#8221; footage of me in the office &#8211; footage to accompany voice-over sections of the interview &#8211; and I realized later upon watching the interview that some of my <em>Philosophy and Popular Culture </em>volumes actually made it on screen.  <em> (Ed: It was odd to me, and certainly something new, to know that there was a crew across the office lobby setting up equipment to film me, to ask me about my life and my experiences, seeing it as something that is unique and special; I often forget this about my life, that my idea of &#8220;normal&#8221;/&#8221;conventional&#8221; is anything but that to the vast majority of people I meet.)</em></p>
<p>Soon enough, Rachel got a call from Brad Mattes, the host of <em>Facing Life Head On</em>, and he was waiting for us at the entrance of the Longworth building so I could get him through security.  As we walked back to the office in Rayburn, Brad asked me what it&#8217;s like to be part of the policy making process &#8211; so close to these powerful decision makers &#8211; and not be overwhelmed by it.  In what many would see as an unconventional answer to that question, I took a page from <em>Lord of the Rings:  Fellowship of the Ring </em>and recounted the scene near the beginning of the film when Gandalf the Grey is explaining to the hobbit Frodo Baggins what the One Ring actually is and the power it possesses.  Upon hearing the tale of Isildor&#8217;s failure to destroy the One Ring and subsequent subjugation to it, Frodo begs Gandalf to take the One Ring from him and (wisely) Galndalf refuses and says &#8220;<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=00Jjj6oI5fg">Understand Frodo, I would use this ring from a desire to do good, but through me it would wield a power too great and terrible to imagine</a>&#8220;  I told Brad that I see Capitol Hill in much the same light, therefore I hold at an arm&#8217;s length a desire for power and influence, knowing there is no certainty I would not be overcome by it if drawn to it.  He was surprised, but I think impressed too, having been given such an answer.</p>
<p>Once we arrived at the office and made sure all of the equipment was prepped, Brad and I jumped right into the interview, as he started asking me a series of questions about my life, my work, my childhood, and The FENX Project, much of it detailed in the footage shown in the two episodes featured on the <em>Facing Life Head On</em> website and on television these last two weeks.  It was a very comfortable environment to be honest &#8211; considering I did not know the questions in advance &#8211; and even I was surprised with how at ease I seemed in telling my tale &#8211; the surprise goes back to seeing my life very differently than the majority of folks see it .  (<em>Ed: I really see the opportunity to be part of this show as a chance to talk of what the Heavenly Father has done with me, a chance to honor my earthy parents for the lengths to which they have gone to ensure my quality of life, and a platform from which to undermine the insidious, and yet prevalent, stream of thought in society <strong>that those with longterm physical, mental, and medical challenges are incapable of a good quality of life and therefore are of less worth in our society because they will accomplish less</strong>.  This is something that doesn&#8217;t get as much attention in the Pro-Life/Conservative community and it needs to; it is unfortunate that in a society built on the idea of inalienable and God-bestowed rights of Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness (notice that is NOT &#8220;the Guarantee of Happiness&#8221;) many focus on what a person can do and not who they are; the focus is too much on what they can contribute (and what the definition of contribution is). As I stated in the interview &#8220;You matter because the Master and Creator of the Universe took the time, and that is enough&#8221;</em></p>
<p>After the interview itself was done, we headed back over to Longworth and on to the Capitol grounds to film the FENX and I in action and so Brad could film his closing thoughts for the episodes.  (<em>Ed: Props to Brad, Rachel, and the rest of the crew for standing out in  the bitter cold for those final takes.)</em></p>
<p>It was a wonderful opportunity to work with great people to tell an inspiring story, and a continued affirmation that I have been given gift, abilities, and talents and that there is a Plan in motion for using them to speak Truth.  Not to mention another chance to see how television is made.  Many thanks to Brad, Rachel, the tech crew, and especially Olivia; no one would have guessed that connecting as Heritage Interns years ago would lead to a unique adventure such as this one.  <em></em></p>
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</em>Riding Towards Eternity,</p>
<p>Aaron</p>
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		<title>The FENX and the Captain:  Thoughts on the Silverscreen treatment of Steve Rogers&#8217;s Origin</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 25 Jul 2011 02:16:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;I&#8217;m just a kid from Brooklyn&#8221; &#8211; Steve Rogers, Captain America I can only imagine the roar and applause that must have erupted all across movie theaters in Brooklyn, NY Friday when die-hard fans and those just curious sat down to watch Captain America: The First Avenger this weekend. Captain America: The First Avenger is [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=163&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m just a kid from Brooklyn&#8221; &#8211; Steve Rogers, Captain America</p>
<p>I can only imagine the roar and applause that must have erupted all across movie theaters in Brooklyn, NY Friday when die-hard fans and those just curious sat down to watch <em>Captain America:  The First Avenger</em> this weekend.  <em>Captain America:  The First Avenger</em> is the latest offering in the Marvel Studios series of silver screen solo adventures for the heroes that will assemble into Joss Whedon&#8217;s <em>The Avengers</em> in May of 2012, a day many a fan of superheroes has waited decades for.  </p>
<p>The origins of Captain America revolve around Steve Rogers, a twig of a man young who has been bullied all his life but wants nothing more than to join the Army and fight along side millions of others who have joined the military to fight the Nazi threat.  As he says in the film &#8220;There are men laying down their lives, I can&#8217;t do any less&#8221;; his best friend Bucky Barnes had already received orders and was to ship out to the front.  He&#8217;s tried to enlist multiple times in various cities, each time being declared &#8220;unfit for service&#8221;.  Having witnessed this, a defected German scientist named Abraham Erskine offers Steve his one opportunity to actually serve in the American military by selecting him for the Super Solider program.  </p>
<p>Throughout his training he shows little physical prowess, which causes Colonel Chester Phillips (an uninspiring Tommy Lee Jones) to question Erskine&#8217;s choice, until Rogers is the only one to jump on a dummy grenade to save those present while others run to safety.  The evening before the procedure, Erskine visits Rogers to explain that he was chosen not for physical ability but for his inner strength of character and perseverance.  The scientist goes on to explain how he was originally selected to develop the Super Solider treatment for Hitler&#8217;s Germany, but defected after he saw what the treatment did to one Johann Schmidt, a member of Hitler&#8217;s inner circle in charge of HYDRA (the Nazi deep science and occult division).  Further, Erskine explains how the treatment amplifies the inner qualities of an individual, manifesting those qualities upon the exterior.  For Erskine, the Super Solider Program is the &#8220;first step on the path to peace&#8221; by giving the world a chance at defeating the evil that threatens it.  For Rogers, this assists him becoming a force for justice to stand against evil; for Schmidt, it fed his dark ambition for conquest.  </p>
<p>Once the procedure is complete, Rogers becomes a recruiting tool of the War Department, promoting war bonds and embarking on a USO tour in Italy wherein he isn&#8217;t well received.  While on this tour, he receives word that the military unit that Bucky is attached to has been captured by Schmidt.  Rogers, now &#8220;Captain America&#8221;, goes on a one-man rescue mission to save Barnes and his men, coming face to face with Schmidt and his megalomania in the process.  </p>
<p>I loved this film, every minute of it.  Of all the Marvel Studios origins outings so far, this one came the closest to perfect.  The forces behind this film KNEW that they had to get it right because Captain America is such a beloved character by fans and part of American culture; and they did (having the character of Howard Stark &#8211; Tony&#8217;s father &#8211; involved certainly helped tie the film into what we already know). Because of comments made last year by director Joe Johnston, about how this movie really wasn&#8217;t &#8220;About America&#8221;, some were concerned that this would be a film that would ultimately sucker-punch American audiences with the moral equivalence and &#8220;America sucks&#8221; mantras that are so prominent in Hollywood; totally lacking any hint of the idea of American Exceptionalism.   Thankfully, this is not the case.  The film is true to both America during World War II and the origins of the character.  Much like the <em>Transformers</em> films (and even <em>Iron Man</em>) <em>Captain America</em> is strait forward Good vs. Evil, with little nuance, if any at all.  While I appreciate this to no end because it is rarely seen, various papers around the country have lamented the fact that the film is bereft of nuance, thus leaving little space for relativism.   This film wasn&#8217;t made for the cultural elite in America, it was made for the rest of us who aren&#8217;t that and would rather not be that. It comes at a time when so much of what is going on is heavy and consequential with no resolution in sight, and I hope it remind us of what America is, how much our nation has persevered through.  </p>
<p>In the midst of all the action, the theme that hits home the most is the importance of the individual, the impact that one life can make.  In the eyes of society, Steve Rogers was a nobody; the Army didn&#8217;t want him, women shunned him, he didn&#8217;t fit the mold society had set forth.  No one cared one iota about the qualities that he did possess, that is until a man who had seen much more of the world than most and was aware of what the world needed stepped on to the scene (supported by Peggy Carter, an agent of MI-6 working with the Program).  Erskine and Carter both saw past the societal mandate and strait to the heart of the potential that was Steve Rogers, identifying the qualities that mattered most: moral clarity, perseverance, and a willingness to sacrifice to defeat great evil.  Implements such as the serum and the iconic vibranium shield did not completely a Captain make, they brought out and supplemented the gifts and spirit that Rogers had  already been blessed with.  It&#8217;s much akin what my friend Carl Sears once said to me about The FENX Project and I:  &#8220;It&#8217;s a lot like Superman&#8217;s cape; the cape doesn&#8217;t enable Superman to fly, but it does make him easier to identify, it&#8217;s a symbol of who Superman is, just like the FENX is a symbol of who you are&#8221;  The one whom society had written off becomes one of the great heroes, and had he not, many more would have died (then and later).  So often those who are deemed as &#8220;less&#8221; (as &#8220;unworthy&#8221;) are written off and rejected in favor of better external qualities.  Hopefully this film will be a catalyst for many to reconsider the &#8220;value&#8221; of what society deems valuable.</p>
<p>Additionally, I appreciated the subplot that was the simple relationship between Rogers and Carter, that they were waiting for the individual who was the proper fit for them; &#8220;the perfect dance parter&#8221;, as they discussed in the film.  In an age where we are assaulted with messages about relationship that gives nothing to patience and wise choices, it is encouraging to see it play out (at least amongst heroes).    </p>
<p>Now all that remains is the assembly that&#8217;s required of the solo venturers; that they may forever fight as one.</p>
<p>Awaiting May 2012,</p>
<p>Aaron</p>
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		<title>The FENX and The Autobots:  Thoughts on Transformers:  Dark of the Moon *minor spoilers ahead*</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Autobots wage their battle to destroy the evil forces of the Decepticons&#8221; &#8211; Transformers Theme Those words, familiar to many a Transformer fan for nearly three decades, have never rung as true as they do in the case of the new Transformers movie, Transformer: Dark of the Moon. Of the three films, this is by [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=154&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>Those words, familiar to many a Transformer fan for nearly three decades, have never rung as true as they do in the case of the new Transformers movie, Transformer: Dark of the Moon.  Of the three films, this is  by far the darkest and most intense and the war between the Autobots and the tyranny of the Decepticons comes home in a big way.  The last installment in the franchise was a disappointment and there was no doubt it had fallen from the great heights of the first film (even if I liked it more than most folks did).  This movie redeems the franchise on many levels.   </p>
<p>The film opens with vivid and fantastic scenes from the final days of the war on the Transformers&#8217;s home planet of Cybertron, detailing a failed mission that, if successful, would have allowed the Autobots to prevail against the Decepticons.  The mission focuses on a secret ship that crash lands on Earth&#8217;s moon and NASA detects it.  This sets off the &#8220;Space Race&#8221; between the United States and the Soviet Union in the 1960&#8242;s in an attempt to discover what happened.  History goes forth, Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin arrive on the moon on Apollo 11, but really to embark on a secret mission, wherein they discover the crashed Autobot vessel and special pods.  Fast forward to present day and Sam Whitwicky is a recent college graduate living in DC with his girlfriend Carly (long gone is Megan Fox and her character) who previously worked at the British Embassy and now manages a car collection for a character played by Patrick Dempsey who functions as a foil for Sam on multiple levels.  Sam is struggling to find both a job and himself, not understanding why after helping to discover the Transformers and save the world (twice) he can&#8217;t make something of himself; as Sam says &#8220;I just want to matter&#8221;   </p>
<p>The Autobots are now working with the United States Spec. Ops. to quell conflicts around the world.  During a secret mission to Chernobyl in Russia, the Autobots come across two nasty Decepticon baddies known as Shockwave (to whom Megatron entrusts Cybertron in the original cartoon from the 80&#8242;s) and Laserbeak, both on missions in Russia related to the moon crash.  Meanwhile, Decepticon leader Megatron is in exile in Africa with his minions Starscream and Soundwave (now in vehicle form instead of the satellite from Transformers 2 and also the keeper of Laserbeak, much like Ravage &#8211; the panther &#8211; was his minion in Transformers 2).  Once the Autobots learn of the existence of the crashed ship on the moon, from the real-life Buzz Aldrin,  (Optimus berates the Obama Administration for their silence) and the survival of it&#8217;s captain &#8211; Sentinel Prime, the leader of the Autobots before Optimus &#8211; they travel to the moon to retrieve and revive him.  With Sentinel revived, the movie really kicks into high gear and the remainder is a intense experience filled with heroes, villains, dark moments, and massive destruction that does not let up. </p>
<p>I really enjoyed the film and the places it take the audience (and the special effects were fantastic throughout).  Bay really did work hard to redeem the franchise from the last outing, and there were a number of moments in which I honestly didn&#8217;t know if key characters would live or die (and not all of them make it through this film).  Having grown up with the Transformers mythos and now gone through three movies, I love these heroes and to a degree the villains; in these characters there are no shades, it is good vs. evil &#8211; period.  In a culture filled with anti-heroes and vampires-as-heroes I prefer this any day of the week.  In a film like this the robots are the real stars and they shine through the massive action sequences.  Megatron, Shockwave, Starscream, and Soundwave are true to their classic iterations and are as evil as ever, wanting nothing but power and subjugation through tyranny and fear. The Autobots seeks to preserve freedom and protect humanity from the Decepticons.  In the same vein, the US Military (and America in general) is shown in a great light (which has some critics writhing) by way of Spec Ops and SEALS working with the Autobots to defeat the Decepticons and their human toadies.    </p>
<p>One aspect that stuck out to me was the development of Sam&#8217;s character.  His desire to matter, to stake his place in the world around him is something that come through loud and clear in this film and resonates; we all want to be worthy, we all want to be more than we are.  It a classic theme seen in many stories and movies, seen in <em>Star Wars</em>, <em>The Last Starfighter</em>, <em>Harry Potter</em>, <em>Green Lantern</em>, <em>Spiderman</em>, and even <em>Batman Begins</em> to a degree.  Everyone of us grapples with this in life at one time or another, and some more than others (certainly so if you try and live within and around the world of epic superheroes).  It echo&#8217;s Bruce Wayne&#8217;s words, from <em>Batman Begins</em>:  &#8220;It&#8217;s what I do that defines me&#8221;.  The danger exists when &#8220;what can I do (for others)?&#8221; transforms into &#8220;what can I become (for my own sake)?&#8221;  In this film, Sam makes the choice to put himself in harms way (for the sake of another) instead of unintentionally being a part of what happens, and danger ensues.</p>
<p>If you&#8217;re wavering as to seeing Transformers 3, don&#8217;t listen to the critics, go see it and make your own assessment. </p>
<p>On a personal note, when the production team was filming in DC last year, I took the FENX on a hunt for the Autobots one day and found them not too far from Chinatown.  There before me was Optimus Prime in all his Autobot awesomeness and I am having to answer questions from others who wonder who/what I am and if I am part of the film.  As it turns out one of the production managers in charge of the vehicles did admit that if the FENX had been in Transformers 3, Michael Bay would have wanted to blow it up.</p>
<p>Aaron                     </p>
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		<title>The FENX and the Emerald Power of Will:  Thoughts on Green Lantern *updated*</title>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;In Brightest Day, In Blackest Night, no evil shall escape my sight; those who worship Evil&#8217;s might, beware my power, GREEN LANTERN&#8217;S LIGHT!&#8221; &#8211; The Oath of the Green Lantern Corps.</p>
<p>Those words were first penned many decades ago and for many decades since then, fans of the Green Lantern comics have waited for silver screen treatment; on June, 17, 2011, it came (kicking off a big weekend for me which included a birthday and the return of The FENX to Washington once again for my use).  The story of <em>Green Lantern</em> is very much a cross between <em>Top Gun</em>, the original <em>Star Wars</em> and <em>The Last Starfighter</em> (all movies I love).  The main character, Hal &#8220;Highball&#8221; Jordan, is a former United States Air Force (USAF) pilot who works as a test pilot for <em>Ferris Aerospace</em> a company started by former USAF pilot Carl Ferris (a friend of Hal&#8217;s aerospace daring father who died in a crash Hal witnessed as a young boy).  Hal works alongside Mr. Ferris&#8217;s daughter (and fellow pilot) Carol &#8220;Sapphire&#8221; Ferris with whom he has an on again/off again romantic relationship.  Both characters are asked to fly a sortie against a pair of UAV fighters that Ferris Air is development for the Department of Defense, an exercise which results in another plane crash. </p>
<p>Meanwhile, in another galaxy far from the Milky Way, an ancient threat that feeds on the fear of others known as Parallax has escaped imprisonment by the Green Lantern Corps, a group of intergalactic law enforcers who wield green rings which channel the will power of the wielder into anything they can think of.  Having escaped, Parallax hunts down Abin Sur, the greatest of the Green Lanterns and the one responsible for imprisoning him.  Wounded in their encounter and fading fast, Abin crash lands on earth and instructs his ring to choose his replacement; the ring chooses Jordan.  In short order Jordan is transported light-years from earth to the planet Oa, the home-world of the Green Lantern Corps; here he begins his training at the hands of Kilowog (a brutish alien version of R. Lee Ermey) and Sinestro (an emotional magenta skinned Vulcan looking character).  As the story progresses Jordan&#8217;s two lives collide and new villains and heroes are born. </p>
<p>In all honesty, I loved this movie.  Not everyone will but I did.  In full disclosure though I&#8217;ve been a fan of <em>Green Lantern</em> since the <em>Justice League</em> show on <em>Cartoon Network<em> so I&#8217;ve been waiting for it for about a decade.  When DC Comics unleashed the </em>Blackest Night<em> crossover a few years ago it only solidified my position as a fan of the Corps.  When it comes to a film like this my greatest concern is how close the movie stays to the source material and I never apologize for that fact.   <em>Green Lantern</em> did a marvelous job here (no pun intended).  Most of the characters were spot on as were costumes and locations like Oa. (Ryan Reynolds was what I expected Jordan to be, but even if Blake Lively had a good moment or two I hope she steps up the game going forward; she has to for the story arc of Carol).  </p>
<p>One of the most important elements in the film was properly dealing with the relation between the Power of Will and the Power of Fear, illustrated by the colors green and yellow, and how they are often antithesis to one another.  It brought to mind the mantra from the Dune universe &#8220;Fear is the mind-killer, fear is the little death that brings total inhalation; I will face my fear, I will let my fear pass through me and when it is gone only I will remain&#8221;.  Critics complained that there was too much Computer Generated Images (CGI), and while A LOT of the movie was that, to not do it in such as way would have made the cost of the film astronomical and harder to execute.  Additionally, critics expect all superhero movies such as this to be on par with </em>The Dark Knight<em> or the first <em>Iron Man</em>; without his powers, Hal Jordan is &#8220;Pete Mitchell&#8221; from </em>Top Gun<em> and with the power of his Lantern Ring he can&#8217;t be </em>Batman<em>.  This is a film about finding courage (and the will to act) in the midst of overwhelming fear, and the places that courage comes from.  It illustrates the power and influence of fathers (and how much younger men are affected by it) and mentors (in much the same way the </em>Star Wars<em> film did). It also hints at the cost of  fighting as one&#8217;s enemy does (I expect the sequel to deal with this more), as well as the dangers of great power and the arrogance that can come with thinking oneself unassailable.  </p>
<p>This film is a big step for DC and Warner Brothers, as it is really the first mainstay DC character to get his (or her) own movie (not TV show) and your name isn&#8217;t Bruce Wayne or Clark Kent.  Seeing as how Marvel Studios is creating their own Marvel &#8220;movie-verse&#8221;, DC is finally taking a stab at the same (as illustrated by the inclusion of Dr. Amanda Waller; a character I expect to see much more of going forward who crisscrosses DC story-lines often and nods to the Department of Extranormal Operations (DEO)).  In short, I look forward to future adventures and returning to Oa.           </p>
<p>Finally, I couldn&#8217;t help but see a Christian parallel when it was the Sun that was ultimately the undoing of the interstellar baddie.  On that note I will simply end with something I wrote years ago, inspired by Christian belief and the Oath of the Lantern Corps &#8211; &#8220;In Brightest Day, In Blackest Night, We Cannot Escape His Sight, He who loves us with all His might, He Casts Out All Fear, Jesus Christ, the Light&#8221;</p>
<p>*UPDATE*  I just returned from an unexpected special </em>Green Lantern<em> in 3D screening in DC.  One of the points in the film I didn&#8217;t cover but should have is Hal Jordan&#8217;s struggle with being chosen to join the Green Lantern Corps.  Tomar-Re, one of Hal&#8217;s mentors (and his wisest), makes it very clear that Hal was chosen  by the Ring even if he doesn&#8217;t understand why; that the Ring doesn&#8217;t make mistakes.  Hal really struggles with this because in most areas of his life he is a failure who cannot overcome his fear.   Ultimately, the Ring&#8217;s choosing Hal gives the character a sense of destiny that is both freeing and a burden; a burden because it is a difficult undertaking, but freeing because the die is cast and any sense of confusion and doubt about the path is past once he realizes why he was chosen.  This is probably my favorite subplot in the film because ever since <em>Star Wars</em> and <em>Terminator</em> destiny has fascinated me.</p>
<p>In something totally unrelated, I am convinced that post-production conversion to &#8220;3D&#8221; is just a Hollywood gimmick, but when it&#8217;s actually filmed in 3D that is something else entirely.   </p>
<p>Riding Towards Eternity,</p>
<p>Aaron</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Warning: Spoilers and Continuity issues ahead! Recently I went to see X-Men: First Class the 20th Century Fox/Marvel prequel/reboot of the X-Men movie franchise. Even though I am an unabashed comic book/superhero fan I rarely offer my thoughts in a written review on such movies, but a recent discussion with a wise friend of mine [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=141&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>Recently I went to see <em>X-Men: First Class</em> the 20th Century Fox/Marvel prequel/reboot of the <em>X-Men</em> movie franchise.  Even though I am an unabashed comic book/superhero fan I rarely offer my thoughts in a written review  on such movies, but a recent discussion with a wise friend of mine has convinced me otherwise (as well as my own adventures as a Xavier-esque character with the FENX).  </p>
<p>This particular <em>X-Men</em> outing is produced by Bryan Singer (the director of the first two <em>X-Men</em> films, and the ones I enjoy the most) and directed by Matthew Vaughn (who previously directed <em>Kick Ass</em> and was originally going to direct <em>X-Men 3: The Last Stand</em> after Singer left &#8211; but he too left the project)  so creating a comic book movie isn&#8217;t something new for either of them.  </p>
<p>As a prequel, <em>X-Men: First Class</em> begins where Bryan Singer&#8217;s first <em>X-Men</em> film began, in a Nazi concentration camp.  A young Erik Lensherr, with the ability to manipulate metal, is being separated from his parents.  It&#8217;s here where the prequel expands: a Nazi doctor conducting experiments wants to harness Erik&#8217;s ability and will go to any length to do so (even killing his mother right in front of him).  This gets his ability going, and revenge on the brain.  During the same time period we are introduced to a childhood Charles Xavier and his oldest friend, Raven Darkholm, a mutant shape-shifter (played by Robecca Romijn in the first three films and something the filmmakers have not forgotten in this film).  Fast forward to 1962, Erik is now attempting to hunt down the Nazi doctor who unlocked his mutant abilities and Charles is about to receive his doctorate in genetics and a professorship at Oxford University in England.  During a chance encounter at a pub he meets Moira McTaggert, an agent for the CIA who needs his expertise on genetic mutation.  Upon visiting the CIA he is asked to assemble a special team of people with &#8220;abilities&#8221; to combat the threat of Sebastian Shaw , a Hugh Hefner type working with the Soviets to start nuclear war between the USSR and the United States (who happens to have a special team of his own &#8211; The Helllfire Club &#8211; in Emma Frost &#8211; a telepath with diamond skin &#8211; and Azazel, a demonic looking crimson teleporter).  A botched attempt to take out Shaw is the catalyst for the friendship between Erik and Charles and they travel the globe tracking candidates (and even happen across a familiar face who has no interest in joining the team) after using an alpha version of Cerebro to identify them.  </p>
<p>As the film progresses along the backdrop of the Cuban Missile Crisis there are some twists and turns, but if you&#8217;re a fan of the X-Men mythos you know what&#8217;s coming and the movie deals with the material well, setting things up for a sequel that is bound to happen.  In many ways the film is faithful to the mythos already established in the comics and movies, but there are some glaring departures (such as Emma Frost being an adult at this time when she&#8217;s just a kid in the Wolverine film, Moira McTaggert being an agent with the CIA, and the &#8220;Angel&#8221; in this film not being Warren Worthington; but that is at least resolved).  The focus on Erik and Charles carries much of the film and makes their eventual separation (and Charles&#8217;s paralyzation; canonical with the comics or not) all the more powerful because it is partly Erik&#8217;s fault.  This film does an excellent job of showing why Erik becomes who he does and to a degree you understandably root for him &#8211; despite what you know is coming &#8211; much akin to Anakin Skywalker in the Star Wars prequels.  However, <em>First Class</em> does it far better in showing Erik&#8217;s inability to forgive and his being blinded by revenge juxtaposed with Xavier&#8217;s ability to forgive and be &#8220;the better man&#8221;: not hating humanity because they do not understand.</p>
<p>While I was initially wary of the casting of some of these iconic characters already played by great actors Patrick Stewart and Ian McKellen, McAvory and Fassbender both did well as Charles and Erik, as did Jennifer Lawrence and Jason Fleyming as Raven and Azazel &#8211; key characters going forward to connect to the movies already produced and set in the future.  January Jones did well as Emma Frost, and honestly I&#8217;d like to see her go toe-to toe with Scott Summers if an X4 is ever made and they find a way resurrect his character post the death of Jean Grey; considering the Frost/Summers relationship in the comics, Frost should make an appearance in the future.  </p>
<p>In the end, this First Class of Xavier&#8217;s Institute for Gifted Youngsters has begun a worthwhile venture whose legacy I look forward to seeing again on the big screen.</p>
<p>Aaron/The Professor                  </p>
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		<title>The FENX and Wounds:  Thoughts on a piece of wisdom from A.W. Tozer</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 May 2011 02:47:09 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Over the last few months I&#8217;ve begun to listen to sermons given by Matt Chandler, lead pastor of The Village Church in Texas. This morning, as I was listening to his sermon series on Habakkuk he quoted something he attributed to Martin Luther while it&#8217;s really something offered up by A.W. Tozer: “It is doubtful [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=136&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Over the last few months I&#8217;ve begun to listen to sermons given by Matt Chandler, lead pastor of The Village Church in Texas.  This morning, as I was listening to his sermon series on Habakkuk he quoted something he attributed to Martin Luther while it&#8217;s really something offered up by A.W. Tozer:  “It is doubtful whether God can use a man greatly, until first He wounds him deeply.&#8221;   Now I don&#8217;t know if this is true in one-hundred percent of cases (therefore I can&#8217;t say it&#8217;s a law in the same way the 2nd Law of Thermodynamics is a law &#8211; always true in very case) but in my life it appears to be truth.  I also wonder if the term &#8220;wound&#8221; is synonymous with &#8220;burden&#8221; &#8211; it would seem that it could work out as such.   These deep wounds in my experience are often things which, as a result of carrying said wound, forces an individual into closer proximity and deeper understanding of both themselves and the Heavenly Father, the Creator and Master of the Universe.  This proximity is something He desires for us but we don&#8217;t desire for ourselves because of the sacrifice and/or pain that is often required to bring someone to a point wherein an epiphany occurs: alone, you cannot hold your own life together &#8211; you are in need of something more (and He IS that something more) in order to cope with the difficult thing life WILL hand to you.  When this realization occurs, often amidst trial, then closer proximity to Him can follow.  (Not to say that it cannot happen otherwise, but the crucible of trial is often the best teacher; it is why what the Apostle Paul has to say about suffering &#8211; In Romans 5 &#8211; will ALWAYS be leagues better than anything Jedi Master Yoda can come up with.)    </p>
<p>I&#8217;ve found that my wound is multi-dimensional.  One part of the wound is Cerebra Palsy (CP); another part of the wound is an inner spirit that seems incompatible with the CP, a spirit that wants to excel and perform beyond what oftentimes a CP body allows; yet another facet is the physical pain that stems from the clashing of the first two parts &#8211; the spirit forces the body to excel beyond it&#8217;s limits for an extended time and the body screams in protest.  It wasn&#8217;t always this way; it has been over the last decade that I&#8217;ve grappled with this new reality of  pain and deterioration  &#8211; one I was NEVER prepared for.  What&#8217;s more, this wound/burden has a mental facet as well, wherein I often have to confront my reality/experience with what I know to be the Heavenly Father&#8217;s Truth about Himself and His Character (namely His Sovereignty and Faithfulness &#8211; two very hard things that finite minds contend with).  I&#8217;m willing to admit that I sometimes have a tough time wrestling with the idea that He has MY BEST interest at heart; why would He?  I am small, broken, and less.  It is in these times that I have to remind myself that I am looking at me through the same looking glass that society at large sees me; the same looking glass that says I, and others, are of less worth because the mold culture fabricated to place us in &#8211; we don&#8217;t fit it, we NEVER will (so much for Carbon Freezing; better luck next time, Ugnaughts).  In these times I don&#8217;t have forefront in my mind that my Father sees me differently &#8211; I am a son to Him, not JUST part of His creation; He says I am worth it and that should be more than enough.  </p>
<p>It is easier for someone to expose something within society that they know is a lie if they have experienced it&#8217;s devastation, have seen first hand it&#8217;s destructive capability, or know full well the lie is active and they were spared it&#8217;s consequences by the actions of another. </p>
<p>In the midst of all this, I am blessed.  My parents don&#8217;t see me the way I often see me and I&#8217;ve gotten to the point wherein I&#8217;ve realized my close friends don&#8217;t either, be they of the Todd, Inklings, Justice League, or Inner Ring variety.  One of the greatest weapons to combat against the darker mental and emotion facets of this wound/burden is none other than The FENX.  That machine takes what society (and even I sometimes) see as a weakness and helps to make it an asset.  As my friend Carl Sears, a producer for NBC Nightly News, once said &#8220;The FENX is like Superman&#8217;s cape&#8221;.  It draws attention, it opens doors, and allows me to sometimes broach deeper issues in a way that seems natural; to talk about some of the &#8220;how&#8221; and &#8220;why&#8221; of the FENX is to have to broach some of these important realities &#8211; to realize that the FENX is a creature of necessity &#8211; if I was not as I am, without this wound/burden, the FENX would never have been.</p>
<p>Some of us endure hard things (and sometimes continually) in difficult places which seem beyond our own aptitude.  These wounds often exist, so that when we are elevated &#8211; it is obvious to all that we could not have done this under our own strength or ability.  Rather, it becomes clear that the Master of the Universe is at work.  May that realization encourage and especially drive the wounded/burdened ones into closer proximity to the Father, knowing He will use them for His purposes.</p>
<p>Riding Towards Eternity,</p>
<p>Aaron                    </p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 21 Feb 2011 05:21:41 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It is rare for me to come across something that I find so compelling that I have to act. A good friend of mine recently commented to me that we often come in contact with situations which impress upon us and move us, but they do not impact us enough to actually do something about [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=120&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It is rare for me to come across something that I find so compelling that I have to act.  A good friend of mine recently commented to me that we often come in contact with situations which impress upon us and move us, but they do not impact us enough to actually do something about it.  For some it’s poverty and/or homelessness.   For others, like <a href="http://drivenbyfreedom.com/who-we-are/">Mike and Heather Colletto</a>, it’s the trafficking and subsequent slavery of another human being – the robbing of another of that individuals’ inherent dignity bestowed upon them by the Creator by seeing them as less than human and ensnaring them in to a life of bondage either by deception or force.  Still, for others it is the sacredness of human life – especially the unborn.    This is a cause to which I have attached myself, along with countless other friends and strangers.  In the midst of <a href="http://liveaction.org/">ALL that seems to be transpiring in our great Nation over this issue in the last few weeks</a>, I’ve noticed a particular “sub-issue’ which isn’t addressed all that often, maybe because it gets wrapped up into the various facets of the larger issues at play within the Pro-Life Cause.  This crucial “sub-issue” is the “quality of life” for individuals with medical conditions, physical challenges, handicaps, disabilities – call it what you like.  </p>
<p>Previously, <a href="http://fenxadventures.wordpress.com/2011/01/25/the-fenx-and-the-media/">I wrote about my experience being interviewed on this very subject by an <a href="http://www.facinglife.tv/index.htm">Emmy-winning pro-life television show</a></a>, because of my life experiences, trials, and triumphs with Cerebral Palsy.  Since that interview four weeks ago to the day, this issue of quality of life, the importance of it, and the lies surrounding it have been made starker than ever before.</p>
<p>Almost two weeks ago, I was present for a subcommittee hearing of the Energy and Commerce Committee, a hearing on Rep. Joe Pitts&#8217;s Protect Life Act to ensure no funding for abortion in Obamacare (since this hearing the bill has made it though sub-committee, full committee, and is likely to see floor action).  During this hearing (which degraded into a circus at certain points) a member of the minority on the committee lamented the lack of access to abortion (if this bill becomes law) for the purpose of <strong>terminating a pregnancy wherein a fetus is determined to have a disability</strong> (just about a direct quote and certainly the spirit of the comments is not lost in how I phrased it).  I caught this and my mind exploded.  Here I was observing all this and I had to hear those words. The underlying &#8220;wisdom&#8221; in society is that such a life/baby/child does not deserve a chance because they will not have a good quality of life and/or raising such a child is too much of a burden to the parents (mother &#8211; since Planned Parenthood doesn&#8217;t really want the father involved at all).  This is often how society is urged to think by purveyors of culture and it is a pernicious and sinister LIE. This &#8220;wisdom&#8221; is the under-girding foundation upon which that comment was uttered in the hearing last week &#8211; and people BELIEVE it. There I was, the proof to discredit this lie and no one knew because I wasn&#8217;t allowed to speak out because it would have broken decorum rules in a committee hearing.</p>
<p>Reeling from that experience over the last two weeks after it has been seared into my brain, <a href="http://bighollywood.breitbart.com/zarnold/2011/02/16/go-far-bootstrap-indie-filmmaker-determined-to-tell-inspiring-story-of-one-of-jerrys-most-remarkable-kids/">I came across a blog post last Wednesday that floored me</a>.  Zack Arnold is the editor of the popular show <a href="http://www.usanetwork.com/series/burnnotice/">Burn Notice on USA Network</a> that happens to star Bruce Campbell among others.  Zack’s blog post details his “Passion Project” (ironic/awesome since he edited the trailer for Passion of the Christ):  a documentary about the late Chris Rush, a metro Detroit native and dear friend to Zack.  Chris was a quadriplegic with Muscular Dystrophy who at a young age became an ambassador for Jerry’s Kids, met President Regan, was designated a honorary NASA astronaut, and as an avid <em>Star Wars</em> fan caught the attention of some of the crew who worked on <em>Empire Strikes Back</em> and  <em>Return of the Jedi</em>.  Reading Zack’s blog post (twice) and watching the footage he had already edited together, I couldn’t help but ask myself “how can I help here, what can I do?”  So I contacted Zack, and surprisingly heard back.  Over the course of a few hours (as I told my own story and shared footage of The FENX Project and Zack expounded on Chris’s saga)  I began to realize what a fantastic project this really is, and how much like Chris I actually am – we’d have been great friends given the chance.  <a href="http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/588546821/go-far-the-christopher-rush-story">Since Zack is trying to raise $10,000 – with almost $5,000 raised as of this writing &#8211; to go out to Las Vegas for the next Muscular Dystrophy telethon organized by Jerry Lewis’s organization (and to try and interview Jerry himself)</a> I’ve been trying to get the story out to folks in DC and around the country who might have an interest because they are familiar with my life and it’s triumphs and trials.</p>
<p>In this project, I see an excellent opportunity to showcase the quality of life someone can have while encouraging and inspiring others to live their own lives to their maximum potential; Chris did that.  In the face of a culture that creates molds and an erroneous concept of the ideal which says “if you do not meet this you do not belong, we do not want you” – Chris lived and excelled.  He reached higher and achieved more than anyone in the beginning (save his family – and I know how that is) thought possible, and that legacy has a chance to be immortalized.   </p>
<p>I look forward to the day when Chris and I will walk together on streets of gold and talk about how our faith in Christ sustained us though trial, as we appreciate something for eternity that we never were able to experience as intended on Earth.  One day, two <em>Star Wars</em> fans will race from one galaxy to the next to “be the first one to see them all” (as a young Anakin Skywalker once exclaimed).</p>
<p>Riding Towards Eternity to meet Him (and Chris),</p>
<p>Aaron</p>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 04 Feb 2011 04:12:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[If there’s something I have learned over the last five years since my college days, it is that REAL Life is hard. I know it’s true because of the clever ways we as human beings try and evade and or escape such a reality. I do it with video games, comic books, and distractions of [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=116&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>If there’s something I have learned over the last five years since my college days, it is that <strong>REAL Life</strong> is hard.  I know it’s true because of the clever ways we as human beings try and evade and or escape such a reality.  I do it with video games, comic books, and distractions of general geekery – yes, sometimes adventures with the FENX is that needed distraction.  Others vie for the same sort of escapism by way of choices and substances that are magnitudes more destructive.  Many of us escape though movies (guilty – Neverending Story, anyone, anyone).  Who hasn’t felt like Bastian, Alex Rogan, or Luke Skywalker at some point in their life?  Sometimes life throws us huge curveballs, challenges we didn’t see coming (that’s no moon…).  One could argue that my entire existence has been exactly that for my family.  </p>
<p>I’ve spent a lot of the last five years (since college at Cedarville University) walking in various valleys amidst some pretty high and steep mountains.  While those mountains have been fewer, the freshness and clarity upon the apex is a marvel unto its own.  I’ve trudged though tough trenches of pain and veered though dark vortexes of confusion, wondering if and when difficult aspects of my life will change or cease all-together (they haven’t yet).  Aside from facing the pain, discomfort, and difficult head-on and try and bend it to the might of will power and tenacity (fueled by Christ in me, the hope of Glory – this is the banner we raise &#8211; I know no other way) the toughest part of any trial is to face it alone.  </p>
<p>Humanly speaking, in terms of another individual being able to understand the trial while never experiencing it themselves or something like it, some things must be faced alone because those around you cannot comprehend it (and don&#8217;t want to).  Yes, Christ is always present, but sometimes we need Him to work though what we can see and experience with the senses.  Conversely though, there are rare instances where others do understand enough (or care about you as an individual enough) that they are willing to step into the trench or vortex alongside and trudge with you through the mire.  I am blessed with these rare friends, friends who trudge with me, who are in the midst of their own trails and I trudge with them.  We trudge through darkness, fear, confusion, uncertainty, and yes, pain (of every sort).  We trudge because we care, we trudge because we’re family, and we trudge because often no-one else is willing because of fear.  Trudging is dirty because real life is messy.  Trudging is dangerous because there are many unknowns and you don’t know where the route will take you (oh the wisdom of Wizards and Hobbits); and fear is pervasive, the killer of the mind.  In the end though, after all the muck, mire, sweat, tears, and blood – looking out together as one (hopefully) stronger and wiser for the danger overcome – we’ll scale the next mountain together, and all those after, until we lay eyes upon the country beyond the edge of the world (and a regal mouse will come to greet us – tail and all – for balance of course).</p>
<p>Riding Towards Eternity,</p>
<p>Aaron                        </p>
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		<title>The FENX and the White Warlock (Old Man Winter)</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Feb 2011 03:14:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Imagine for a brief moment that you are standing on the sidewalk in a busy city as the snow falls fast and the wind whips, grasping at you with icy talons. All of the sudden in the midst of nature’s temper-tantrum of frigid pandemonium emerges a clean aerodynamic form as it roars past; you cannot [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=114&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Imagine for a brief moment that you are standing on the sidewalk in a busy city as the snow falls fast and the wind whips, grasping at you with icy talons.  All of  the sudden in the midst of nature’s temper-tantrum of frigid pandemonium emerges a clean aerodynamic form as it roars past; you cannot see into it and whoever (or whatever) might be within its confines (presumably) cannot see out of it.  What are you thinking in that moment?   What do you do?  How do you react? Do you suddenly think we aren’t alone in the vast cosmos?  A week ago that was me.  I wasn’t the bewildered bystander though, I was the unseen one inside the all white alien form, and that form was the FENX.  </p>
<p>Last week was baptism by snow as I slowly made my way home across the treacherous “Hothscape” that Washington, DC had transformed into over a matter of hours one afternoon.  The government shut down around 3 pm that afternoon and I left “early” at 5 – already too late as I would soon learn.  As I locked myself into the FENX; inserted keys; flipped switches to activate displays and check lights; set the Blue-tooth on the phone so I could catch-up <em>on Star Wars: The Clone Wars</em> Round-table discussions, all of this was routine but I knew this was going to be an adventure and visions of <em>The Empire Strikes Back</em> started to dance across my cortex.  The snow was falling and it was sticking to the FENX with no place to go.  Before too long I was having a tough time seeing and often opened the canopy so I knew where I was headed.  My memorized route was being altered by law enforcement as there was too much snow to know what to do with and I was praying safety a mile a minute even though the FENX is a veteran survivor of storms (but of the summer sort).  As I slowly went along the weight of the snow gave my muscles a run for their money in lifting the viewport for sight (but I empathized with Luke Skywalker’s plight of the downed Snowspeeder and trying to open the canopy to escape the oncoming Imperial Walker).  I can only imagine what passersby must have thought as they saw me roll by.  In the end (thanks to much evident grace) I made it safely home and away from the world of Wampas outside.  I knew the White Warlock of Old Man Winter had returned and caught me unawares; thus one of my greatest enemies had returned and our struggle began once again &#8211; and I was clearly losing.  </p>
<p>The White Warlock and I aren’t friends, never will be.  Quite honestly when I think of Winter I think of Jadis, the Usurper, the self-proclaimed and wrongful ruler of Narnia; since Old Man Winter and the idea of a Witch or Queen don’t gel all that well, I go with Warlock (it’s gender proper and still filled with the correct sense of frigid malice).  Winter is a sad state of being for planet earth and even various ancient cultural mythologies bear this out – Greeks probably best with Persephone going to spend time with Hades (fitting as Winter IS hell for me).  The best thing about Winter is Spring.  Winter finds the cold targeting me with a vengeance, seeping into my bones and enabling them to groan to life as if they are now a separate entity freed to do as they will, independent from me with one overriding thought &#8211; cause pain (think zombies on a microscopic level).  In Winter’s grip I am often at my weakest in body, limping, struggling, and trudging – just trying to make it through  the day with a smile (and sometimes struggling in mind).   In this dark time, when the Empire of Body seeks to subjugate the Will through fear and pain, I am in such need of Help and New Hope.  The fact that Snowpocalypse III is literally sweeping most of the nation right now and headed this way doesn&#8217;t help.  It is in this time that I remember that “fear is the mind killer…”; I recall “The night is darkest just before the dawn, and the dawn is coming” and I cling to one simple and profound truth – In Brightest Day, in Blackest Night, I cannot escape His sight, He who loves me with all His might, He casts out (all) fear, Jesus Christ – the Light.  </p>
<p>For All Will be Made Right, when Aslan Comes In Sight. </p>
<p>Riding Towards Eternity,</p>
<p>Aaron            </p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2011 03:09:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Life so far has been full of many crazy (some even fantastic – in the older sense of the word) adventures. As much as this shouldn’t surprise me considering I read things like Dune, Star Wars, and Lord of the Rings – and thoroughly enjoy the TRON universe &#8211; many times it does. Worth is [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=fenxadventures.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8732731&amp;post=110&amp;subd=fenxadventures&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Life so far has been full of many crazy (some even fantastic – in the older sense of the word) adventures.  As much as this shouldn’t surprise me considering I read things like Dune, Star Wars, and Lord of the Rings – and thoroughly enjoy the TRON universe &#8211; many times it does.  Worth is one of the greatest things humanity struggles with (both internally and externally; self worth and the worth of another) and I sometimes wonder if I am worthy of the adventure I find myself on.  From a proper perspective of humility in relation to the Creator and Master of the universe, I’m not – but rather blessed to be on said journey.</p>
<p>Greatest amongst the recent adventures is obviously The FENX Project.  I was reminded of this a few nights ago when I had dinner with Carl Sears and his wife Sheila.  Carl is the producer behind the NBC News story on Dad, The FENX and I and his wife is the one who helped “discover” us on that late summer night in 2009 when I was driving home from the Capitol and her camera crew spied something coming toward them which they considered to possibly be a UFO, and in a sense the FENX was &#8211; in being an unidentifiable object flying past them.   (To my friends to who secretly wonder if I’m really from somewhere else, here’s your shot but I am sorry to disappoint.)  At dinner we shared memories of that night in July and the surrounding circumstances when it came to working on the NBC project together, such wonderful people.   I shared with them a number of unlikely stories involving places like the Smithsonian Air and Space Museum, Capitol Hill, and reactions from Members of Congress.    It occurred to me, as it has many times, that I don’t lead a regular life – even if it seems so normal to me.  (I’ve the Creator and my family to thank for that.)   </p>
<p>Carl and Sheila opened the door for me to something much bigger than I thought, helped me take my first step into a larger world – as a crazy old man once said.  The few opportunities I’ve had to tell the saga of my own life and the FENX Project have been amazing.  I’ve been fortunate to be able to tell it over radio waves and in front of the camera and I recently went in front of cameras again to tell the whole tale on an Emmy award winning TV show focusing on issues from a pro-life perspective.  We talked about quality of life for individuals who from birth have had physical challenges and long term medical conditions and that quality of life is possible. My own story is proof, I am living breathing proof that pre-judgments made by medical professionals are not always accurate, for one cannot medically assess the human spirit and the drive to persevere which resides within.  What’s more: when the Master of the Universe enters into such an equation to ignite the path of destiny within someone He took the time to knit together, all bets are off.  It’s why every life matters, why those who are perceived to be “less” by society aren’t – because they have been crafted and gifted differently.   I had fleeting moments growing up wishing I could play sports like my younger brother did because I wanted the experience, but also because I wanted to be like everyone else.  Sometimes it’s hard to lay down the sword and admit a pursuit like that isn’t the best use of the time, talents, and energy you’d been given – in the end I ended up on Capitol Hill and that desire to be like others and not myself has long faded.</p>
<p>A friend of mine – and fellow fan of the Galaxy Far Far Away – recently told me he thinks that my time in front of a camera with Facing Life Head On is something I was destined to do.  Don’t know if he’s right or not, but he probably is.  </p>
<p>Some inspire others though their actions, others inspire people by their very existence – because the world thinks they shouldn’t, yet they do; shouldn’t be, yet they are.</p>
<p>Riding Towards Eternity,</p>
<p>Aaron</p>
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